Now I know that so many of us have felt like this at one point or another, so we can all relate.
I respect the hustle and the grind, in fact the very fact that it's been years since I picked up my first job and I'm yet to "arrive" is one reason I respect the grind.It's some premium "catch me if you can" going on.
First, you have to get over and out of your head, the "imposter syndrome", that "I should be doing more than this" feeling or the "It's how my own is all the time, off point"..
n' some days make it worth your while, you celebrate these little wins and think, maybe I'm not so bad after all... Well... you have just a few hours before you go back to feeling bottom of the class.
n' it's like a cycle, so maybe you're actually losing it or going cr@zy. You're never happy, there's always something else you left undone, something else you should have tried.
You didn't give it your best shot, maybe you truly are your own problem.
n' while your faith in God is not shaken and you hold on to His promises, you sometimes wish there's space for negotiations for some of the things you have to pass through in life which can seem too much at times.
Congratulations 🎉 to those who have made it to the other side.
Because they have, I will. 📝